Today was a rough day at work. Every day I work hard and get no appreciation for it. I'm trying to figure out if i still love what I'm doing and if it's the right thing for me.
I feel really lonely today. I hav'nt called any of the guys that I'm talking to and they have not called me either. Obviously they do not care about me. It's times like this that I realize how much I don't have. I don't have a husband, any children, or anyone right now that I feel like I can talk to.
I tried to cheer myself up by doing some shopping. I'm embracing alternative medicine and try to be zen, so I bought lavender oil which should relax you when you're sleeping and a variety of incense. I also bought three picturew with the words and Chinese sign for love, peace, and happiness. I also bought a fixture with a mirror in the middle and dimonds going around it. I'm hoping it will make my room more pretty and peaceful. I need constant reminders to try everything to remain peaceful and happy.
About Me
- Single Girl
- Orlando, Florida, United States
- I'm a thirty-five year old single woman navigating the dating world. For the most part, my life is ok, I have a career that I love, and good friends and family. I’m diagnosed with depression and anxiety which complicates life sometimes. This is basically an outlet or diary of my life. I don’t always like to express my feelings directly to others, it’s much easier to write them down.
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