Beautiful

It's such a beautiful day outside. I just just got back from being outside with my dog. I'm finishing up some things for work tomorrow, I'm still kind of bumbed but I have the blinds and window open. It kind of lifts your spirit when it's such a beautiful day outside.

Lonely

I feel lonely. I've always been the lonely girl. Sometimes I feel lonely when I'm with people. I'm a woman in transition because, I'm changing and working on being happy. I'm almost thirty five and I haven't accomplished all that I wanted so far in life. I've divorced, no children. I love children and wanted to be a mother all my life but I can't seem to find that right person for me. I have alot to be thankful for. I have a master, work in a field that I love, and have family and friends that love me but it does not seem to be enough. I've been depressed all my life but the older I get, the harder it is for me to remain happy. I don't want to live the rest of my life like this, so I'm making changes in my life to be happier and healthier.

Bored

I am so bored, so I'm catching up on shows on my DVR. I love Brothers & Sisters and Desperate Housewife. I'm a few weeks behind because I've been kind of busy at work. Like I said, I really bored it's the holiday weekend and most of my friends are busy or out of town. I could have gone to visit my mom but I didn't feel like driving to South Florida. The guys that I'm dating is busy with a friend who is in town. The only fun, I had so far this weekend was going out for sushi with two of my bestie.